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http://theophany08.googlepages.com/behappysometimes.mp3 (they don't know;
"people never know")
"people never understand." please understand.

beautiful how wonderful; I woke up in the middle of the night I called out I called out your name patiently patiently, patiently patiently, patiently patiently; I never saw it coming waiting for something for nothing; in the world there’s so many useless bodies so much sorrow please consider all the couples kissing all the children missing all the corpses rotting in the cities spotting the globe; my greatest fear i fantasized; when friends go away for a while they will always come back but now if friends go away for a while and they never come back; help me i can help you.

orchids dissolve,